My one Blog once every year haha
It’s only like once a year that i actually write on my blog. I wish i had more time, but tumblr becomes the least of my concern when i have real life to handle. Anyways i have finished all my finals except for one that’s next Tuesday, and I’m bored… so here we go….
Life reflections: So i am finished with my third semester of college. It was my best one yet, should be making deans list and accepted into honors college. I have decided that my major is mass communications with a focus in public relations and I will become a full major in January.Ive also applied for my first internships. Exciting, I must say that this has been my best semester yet. One more and i’m halfway done with college. Wuuuuuttttt. I also turn 20 in July, time flies. So whats next for me? I can tell you about my school goals all day. Deans list, honors classes whatevaaaaaa. Truth is all of that is just helping me create something bigger. Ive realized i could care less what i am able to memorize and get correct on a test. I’m creating who i will be for the rest of my life. In a way it scares me, because it means i’m growing older, but i’m more excited about my future than i’ve ever been.
I went home for thanksgiving holiday and everyone in my family wanted to know about the relationship i was in that i was keeping a secret? They said i was too happy to not be talking or dating someone. Which honestly,for me a couple years ago, this would have been true. But i’ve been single for 2 years now, and let me tell ya… I’m happier with myself than I’ve ever been. Not by looks or status or appearance. Ive grown out of being superficial. I have a happy soul, not because of how i look or what i wear, but because of who i am. I am starting to figure out who i am and what i want to do with this life God has blessed me with. I am not constantly consumed with how i look, or who is texting my phone, or who is tweeting what on twitter or instagram, or reblogging all this cool shit on tumblr haha. I love to watch the sun rise now, I only drive with windows down because fresh air is better than fake air, I tell those I love that i love them everyday., i take picture of clouds and go walk dogs at the animal shelter. I take my time and enjoy REAL life.
I guess what im trying to say is, i have stopped allowing my world to be consumed with the artificial ones. This includes fake people, social media, drama, all the above!!! It’s up to us to decide between real and fake,whats important and whats not etc.But let me just say, while you’re caught up in a fake world, someone else is working their ass off in the real one. So with that being said, I am choosing to apply myself in the real one. My hunger is not to be rich or famous or loved by everyone. My hunger is to capitalize on every opportunity put in front of me, and make the most of this life, MY life. It will be spent doing what i see in my vision, not anyone else’s. Let go of anyone who holds you back and hold on to those who support you. Everyone else can just watch ya fly from the ground.
I want things done the right way, so i never have to look back and regret not working hard enough to get where i think i should be. I want to look back and know i busted my ass, i want to earn and deserve every bit of success in my life, so no one can take it away. Otherwise, it won’t feel as good. I wont feel satisfied.
So there it is. My yearly post. Hopefully next year i can look back and see growth. Only God knows how much of this plan will work out. But he’s got me this far, i know he won’t quit on me. Looking forward to another Blessed Holiday with my family. They are my heart and my world. Part of my purpose on earth is to be with them. Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy new Year. 2014?! WOW insane.
MUCH LOVE XOXO,